2021 Resolutions : Don't die

With the premature abortion of my previous blog, I've decided to start anew.

Corona has taught me a huge lesson and given me a BIG ASS SIGN as to what I'm going to do with my life. With all the pending projects and an ACTUAL PENDING THESIS, my life is in shambles.

But it also gave me plenty of time to do a lot of self-reflection, opened up old scars (figurative) and made new ones (literally). This made me realise how much I need to leave.

“The first step towards getting somewhere is to decide you’re not going to stay where you are.” - J.P. Morgan

Now things are not going to be easy and quick. I'm no millionaire but it will require a lot of steps and patience. Hopefully within two years would be enough. And one of those steps involving me preparing myself for the run.

I have been hurt so bad emotionally and no one apologised for hurting me. I'm done. I'm leaving. How I wished I could just pack my bags right now and never look back. But I can't. Patience is for the virtuous. And I might not be a person of virtue, but I am patient.

A year of endurance is nothing compared to 10 years of it.

This is my ONE resolution wrapping all of my little ones; surviving. The only reason that I haven't hung myself in my room is my dream; becoming the person I want to be.

I also wish that whomever read this post to know that, if you're going through the same thing... please remember your hopes and dreams. It's the only way to defeat those who hurt you.